Before you go forever

Before you go forever

Strange feeling, that is. She has gone. Just like that. Well, okay. Not really all of a sudden, but still forever. Gone. Hard punch. Don’t know yet how I should take it. Lie on the floor screaming, crying? Demanding from God why all this had to happen? oops, wrong belief. But still I’m not quite sure what to do. Probably throw a six and start again. She wouldn’t have wanted me to be miserable. After all it was she who put me back on my feet again when I was down. I love you. Wherever you are now.